NO ONE REMEMBERS HEROES

No one remembers heroes . They might have won a battle or two . but a general now this was the person who delivered them victory . He won them the war. He is the one whos name will be written down for all millennia he is the one who will be honoured by some blamed by others, praise might be showered on them once and the next moment they might be hanged. But a hero , ha . people will remember him , might even sing a song or two a poem a ballad even maybe but he will not be persecuted , he will not be given the right to decide the lives of millions . he will not wield the power to change the geography, demography of not only his country but of the entire world itself. A hero is one of the more prominent specks of light in the morning sunshine but a general now there is a light source itself. They get to fool themselves into thinking that they wield the power to change mankind , some have even come close but the sad truth is that man is too resilient a creature for any man of country to truly change our belief or ideals or change the course of history to come. There is only one force in the cosmos with enough power to change our heading and that my dear friends is called an IDEA.

Greatest parody of life

There is one thing in the world which every person desires no matter how much they try to deny it , suppress it , laugh at even mere thought of its existence , it is and will be for always embedded in everyone’s heart the want of it. Love. It is the single most thing which evades logic and science. It ridicules the very basis of logic and muddles our ability to make decisions . it will wreck havoc in our lives and yet leave one wanting for more and yearning for it , it will create a hole so deep and dark in your soul you will truly start to wonder if it can ever be filled. Yet at our darkest it will shine a light so bright that you will be blinded by it. Some people will to find an alternative to fill this gap by pursing things of lust , for the yearning of love is so strong that this single desire might cloud your ability to different between the two. These distractions will succeed in being and achieving what they are distracting oneself but ultimately when faced with the truth, the white will wash away everything else and you will truly see how deep a hole you have dug for your self.

It makes men into cowards and sometimes makes men out of cowards. It will be something you will always wonder about and laugh about till you find it and once you have found it , there is no way you can shield your heart from its piercing light. If you choose to open you heart to it will fill you up and make you warm and feel those emotions you only imagined about , hear those sounds that could not be made by any earthly instrument. How can something so illogical have such a hold on mankind? How can something change our lives and affect us so profoundly after all we are not some mindless creatures ruled by heart always we are a species of knowledge power and logic we have bent and modified the environment itself to suit our needs. For without knowledge we still might have been sitting on a tree , yet without love what is life?

Matter – a different outlook

How can a bunch of atoms , given bound together in an intricate manner that I believe we will never get the answer to have the ability to wield something as powerful as emotions. Emotions are something that we have never been able to fully comprehend and replicate outside living matter. How can a human brain which sometimes is nothing more than matter and sometimes greater than the world itself is able to demonstrate contrast as stark as being able to kill millions yet display immense love for one’s pet. Puzzle ourselves over something as trivial as neighbourhood gossip and try to unravel the mysteries if the universe itself. It is what gives people the ability to separate the right from wrong , maintain perspective and manage something as illogical and yet so desired as love. After all it is nothing more than just matter.

What the hell am i doing?

As I stood outside of my dorm , under a cold Irish sky thinking what am i gonna do now that i heard a helicopter in a distance , and i heard my self thinking wow its so far away yet i can still hear hit , its so silent that somebody could hear my thoughts .

While I was blowing out the smoke which had until recently occupied my lungs , i was looking at the some until i realized that the smoke i was blowing out was no longer smoke but was something caused by the prevailing weather.

I came to a realization that my last allocated cigarette was almost over that I really started thinking. now i really cant tell what i was thinking about because of the simple fact that, no I was not thinking of some secret or a new invention that would revolutionize the world still awaiting a patent , it is simply because i forgot . even as i am typing out this blog about the nonsense that fills my head i have unfortunately forgotten what i was thinking about.

its no because of some previous injury to my head or a prevalent neurotic disorder but this is how i have always been . never bothering to remember things which at that instance I probably reasoned would hold no significance in my life in the future. Thus because of this bad habit of mine, I have a tendency to lose my train of thought very frequently . More so than you could imagine thus dear reader I request you to kindly grant me a little freedom in my writing while you are reading this because this will ultimately change its direction without prior notice, my style of writing I mean .

If u can bear with this i will unload on you the most ultimate bullshit you have ever heard.

There is a three tier objective to me writing this blog

1. To improve my command over this brilliant language

2. To unload on people the most impossible ideas you have probably heard of

3. to show off to my friends this blog

the third objective will probably be put off for sometime as i am acutely aware of my short comings as a writer and would like to delay it till i can successfully say i can write something which is enjoyable to read.

Hence forth i will post no i will force my self to write the ideas that whenever they do manage to come into my head (this occurs a lot more than u can imagine) but the limiting aspect of my blog getting updated very often is the sheer laziness of mine to come and type out this nonsense on a computer.

This might all just stop in public interest of keeping people safe from the insanity that is truly my genius.